Nothing Wrong

Her childhood spent dreaming
Some achievements some other
Hiding away when necessary
Avoiding the old emotional traumas
Waiting for the times it was safe
Those nights out with friends
Discovering admiring gazes
Before the obvious was revealed
She wasn't really good at selfhood
Became her own strong advocate
Led her straight into despair
Or even into the prison cell
How would she ever understand?
Waiting for the needed guidance
She had to make do with her own
There's no luck involved in life
Say the very extremely lucky ones
Nearing the end she found peace
Letting go of the fight and life
There was nothing wrong with her
Beautiful shy innocence dreaming
Inside but always life bewildered