Day 83

Tenuous lodgings. Self-improvement. Clinging to these fads. Journey,
Pathway, Iteration. Not realising til it's all over. Refusing to leave when it is
over. Getting dragged out. The green sludge of a good downpour. Coastal
Sydney wind whipping Mistral Point. Lockdown day 83. And another meal
prepared. Hot then cold. Eagerly planned journeys. Being cheered up.
Doing the cheering up. Having 'fearful avoidant attachment' explained
again. Doing the explaining. A comforting Halcyon's laugh. All around.
Austerity. Walking in the same orbit wearing black. Dreams of being home.
Being home. Dreaming. Being unable to dream.