Having Failed

Having failed doesn't feel different to regular life
Or at least not so far as I can tell
I don't think there's really any 'failure' anyway
I think that it's all just life's trajectories:
Safe, expected trajectories, or unorthodox ones
There's probably very little anyone can do
Whole-of-life failure must never be admitted to though
Because that would lead to glimpses
At the awfulness of human reality
Better to just look past all the suffering